wellll

I guess i'm getting more into the doing a real blog or whatever instead of doin quotes haha.

So todayy my friiend nd i were arguing about whether you should care about what other people thinkk of you because my friiend, lets call her MG, so mg is really into looks nd what others thinkk about her, she was obsessing so much i finally told her to shutup because she was really getting annoying. i quickly took it backk;]. anywaays she was liike well jacqi if you dont care about what other thinkk about you, why do you wear all that eyeliner and straighten your hair?

My response?

"I do those things because I liike to do them, if someone told me i looked terrible with colorful eyeliner nd straighted hair i would say whatever i dont care what you thinkk, i do these things for myself, NOT for attention. i don't care what others thinkk of me, i care about what I thinkk of myself."

makes sense riiight?

i mean come on, why spend soooo much tiime on your hair and makeup in the morning when its 'not you' or jus to impress someone. yeah okaay if you wanted to feel really special that day or something then go for it! but why bother getting someones attention with it? most of the time they won't notice nd if they do then most of the time they don't say anything.

So whats the poiint?

yeah you can feel confident nd sexy or whatever, but do it for YOURSELF not the needs of others.

Don't do what others tell you to do, if you dont want to then they should suckk it upp. they shouldn't pressure you to, say dye your hair blonde or something, cuase its the 'in' thingg to do. do it because YOU want to do it.

LETS MAKE A DEBATE:
gimmie comments on what you thinkk of this yo! whether you agree or disagree:]

so todaay

I decided to do an actual post instead of quotes.

So riight now im suppose to be doing my enligsh speech and its suppose to be on what i learned freshman year. I have just realized i havent really learned too much; ive made mistakes over and over again but i never learn from them because 2 weeks later ill turn around nd do that exxact same thing again.I know im different but i have friiends who love me because of it, but when it comes to what ive leared heres a list:

1.My friiends love me no matter what
2. If they don't then i lost them as friiends[refer to #1]
3. People will always judge you no matter what; you jus have to learn to push through and not care.
4. I care about my friiends more then myself, but i am a strong believer that you must learn to love yourself before you love others.
5. Im a commitaphobe
6. Finals aren't as bad as teachers make them seem
7. Even though i complain aboutt my family; they are infact okaaaay. i jus complain too much
8. im a complainer [refer to#7]
9.im a huuuuuge procrastinator [refer to ENTIRE post]
10. ive made so many friiends this year; but only a handful i trust completely; but i still hide the truth from them
11. No matter how much i thought i hated techno; everytime i hear it i want to get up and dance

So its an okaaay list riight? thats what i thought haha
Now heres the real question
how am i suppose to make a 3 min speech on that list by tommorw 5th period?

wish me luckk
oh and mkae a list of what you learned this year; it really helps to open yourself up and find outt the real kind of person you are