I just feel the need to let all this out.
Last night i had the most intense conversation with someone about our pasts nd how we both screwed up soo muchh during freshman year.
And i jus realized that even thoughh i have no regrets, i have one main thing that is about as close to a regret as you can go without actually regretting it...if that makes sense.
It was jus so intense because i was saying stuff that i havent told ANYONE. nd the entire time tears were streaming down my face. i wasnt crying but the tears were jus streaming down my face.
At one point i was so anxious i couldnt stop shaking nd i wanted to jus run out the door nd leave everything behind for a few hours.
Nd the funny thing is we were jus comparing things on how we got caught, how long, what we used nd stuff like that. [sorry for bein vague but i would rather not share exactly what was goin on.] I mean we weren't like giving each other tips because i think we're both over it, but we were jus talking about all that stuff nd jus having symthay for each other i guess you could say.
Even thoughh i had tears streaming down my face, that whole conversation made me feel so much better cause i finaly let EVERYTHING out.
I don't regret anything. But i could definatly do without somethings in my past.
[[which really wasnt too long ago. jus like 4 months ago till it was all over.]]
So i guess i have a tip for those of you reading this.
If you have a secret about your past, find someone you can completely trust that you thinkk can maybee relate somehow [[<-- i thinkk thats the most important cause they can actualy give you real imput not jus 'oh that sucks im sorry']] nd let everythingg out. youll feel alot better
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